Height: TBD
Weight: TBD – I’m guessing 20/21lbs
Teeth: 2
Nash,
I almost couldn’t bring myself to write this post. I didn’t want to have your 6 month pictures taken over the weekend either, but I ended up doing both of these things for one reason: over the last month, you and your sister have been my happy. When I didn’t think it was physically possible to keep going, you smiled at me with your sweet eyes and willed me to move forward. And when life seemed too heavy to handle, you babbled and squealed and reminded me that there is still so much good in this world.
Last month when I wrote this post my brother was here…this month he’s not. Just seeing those words typed out on the screen makes me feel like my heart is being ripped out of my chest. It’s been three weeks and I still can’t believe he’s actually gone. My heart aches knowing that you will never know your Uncle Josh here on earth…but I trust in our Lord’s promise and I know you’ll get the chance to build a relationship with him someday.
Even though a monthly update seems petty and somewhat silly in the midst of so much heartache…I also know now more than ever how important memories are. And right now I’m in charge of your memories…so here goes…
You have two bottom teeth. It was a struggle but they finally popped through at the beginning of the month.
You can hear another baby cry from a mile away–and it always concerns you. We’ll be at Target when a baby 3 aisles over whimpers…you start looking around trying to find the source, and then you look at me like “are you going to help him or what?”
We officially have a sitter. I still pad you with pillows just in case, but you’re pretty steady–and you love the view.
Oh I hope I can write this without jinxing it…but you miraculously slept through the night the last two nights. And by that I mean you slept from 7pm-5am, I fed you when you woke up, and then you went back down until almost 8am. I’m not sure if it was the awful week of crying it out we did, or the fact that you hit that magical 6 month mark…or maybe a little bit of both? I really don’t care–all I know is that I hope it never ends!!
Naps are improving too. One day this week you took 2 solid naps–almost 1.5 hrs each. It was pretty awesome, but it also kept us at home most of the day. I just need to remind myself that it won’t last forever.
You are officially “Nashy” to Arden. I’m sure you’re going to love that one in high school 😉
You are officially “Nashy” to Arden. I’m sure you’re going to love that one in high school 😉
You love to look out and see the world. I do all of my shopping with you in the Ergo360 now and you don’t make a peep–you just smile and flirt with old ladies at the grocery store 😉 We’ve also been using the 2nd seat attachment in our stroller, which makes walks pretty exciting for you. There’s a great big world outside of the carseat!
I’m considering trying an amber bracelet to help with your monsoon drooliness. Hey, I’ll try anything once…
Your babbling has really taken off the last month. I love hearing all the new sounds you discover!
Your babbling has really taken off the last month. I love hearing all the new sounds you discover!
I think you might just be a “he’ll eat anything” kind of kid. So far you’ve had cereal, sweet potatoes, squash, prunes and bananas…and you may as well have licked the bowls clean. Maybe you’ll teach your picky sister a thing or two about veggies 😉
Oh Nash, you are so precious to me. You are a gift from God and one that I will never take for granted. Thank you for making me smile when I didn’t think it was possible.
I love you with my whole heart,
Mom
It still hurts to look at this picture and know that it’s the only one I took of the two of you together…but someday I hope it means a lot to you.
I am so sorry for your loss! This pain is indescribable – to lose someone so close to you so abruptly. May God be with you through your grief and may time lessen the hurt of your wounds! Prayers to you and your sweet family!
I am so sorry to hear this, Vanessa. Thinking of you & your sweet family. So glad you have your sweet babies to help support you during this tough time. XO
I am so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the pain you and your family are going through, but I am glad your sweet children are able to bring you comfort during such a dark time.
My heart so aches for you Vanessa. I'm so saddened by your loss but I'm so glad you have precious Nash to keep you smiling! The weeks, months, even years ahead will be tough but you will cherish all the memories and these memories that you have with your children. Thank you for writing. I know it's tough! Love ya and keep smiling!
I am so sorry Vanessa! I am sending hugs and prayers your way! xo
I'm so very sorry! I can't imagine the pain you are going through…prayers coming your way.
I am so sorry for your loss! Thankful that sweet boy is there to hold your heart and make you smile! He is a gem!
I am so, so sorry for your loss. Hugs.
And bc I forgot to comment above…THOSE THIGHS, SCRUMPTIOUS! I want to gobble up that chunky sweet boy!
I've been missing seeing your sweet pictures on IG. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Nash is just the sweetest Vanessa! Sending hugs!!
I'm so sorry for your loss.
So sorry to hear that! My husband's mother passed away on Easter, and our little guy was the only bright spot for us, as well. Praying for you!
This is Janel! I know words do not give comfort, but I'll be thinking of you and your sweet family through these tough times.
I am so happy that Nash gives you smiles when you need them the most! His thighs….i could just eat him up!
Your family has been in my prayers since I saw your post on FB. I am so very sorry for your loss. Glad you have those two precious babes by your side to be your light through this dark time. xo
You have been in my thoughts and prayers constantly – and I am so sorry for your loss sweet lady. May the Lord give you strength during this sad time and may your children be your ray of shining light. Sending all my love – sweet Nash is too cute x
What a wonderful gift Nas and little AQ are to you during this time. Have been continuing to pray for you. Keep clinging to His promises, they won't fail you. Love you!!
Thinking of you and so sorry for your loss. I'm glad Nash is sleeping better and hope you are able to get some sleep now too.
Vanessa, I hate to hear of the loss of your brother. Sending love and prayers to you.
So sorry for your loss. I'm so glad you have Arden and Nash to help you smile through the pain. Will be thinking of you. <3
20 pounds! Our bitty is 16 pounds at the same age! I guess that's why we call her Bitty! Ps. What kind of stroller is that? We NEED it!
I love your double stroller. It is so cool. I have a double stroller, but they are side by side. What brand and where did you get your stroller?
So sorry to hear about your brother Vanessa. Will be praying for your whole family.